These things, I should not be feeling.
These things, I should not be wanting.
Or should I?
I imagine this [possible] bliss, that could never be attained,
only because of circumstance and situation.
I can feel the energy of the desire, the forbidden, the unknown,
a harmonious future.
Thoughts blurred together into nothingness and confusion.
I cannot deny.
So when it's time to close my eyes each night, it's my only chance,
even if just for a little while, to "live" in that world.